goodbye my lover - my best boy friend

I don't know what should I be sad or happy at this time.

I can feel that he has another part some days ago, even I thought that I'll be stronger when hearing him say directly.

I can not image that I burst into tear, like a child at my office like that. Luckily, this is the end of the day, most people come home then no one see me cry.

I try to turn off my computer, run as fas as possible to home.

He is the good man, I know but there is a very long distance b/w both of us then hopeless

In addition, I am ambitious girl with many plans for the bright future.I only stuck in work n left he alone always.........

But I love the way u r, the way u tell me the secret, the way u care about me n the way u tell me the truth.

I feel sad, I cry because u are again in love with a girl living very far from you.

I want u to have a good girl, near u to take care of u when u are sad,sick, alone, ect n to share with u everything happens in your daily life.

I am too sad to do anything. I'll listen some of songs of my music idol - WESTLIFE.

what song for this moment "Someone needs you" "Loneliness know me by name"....

I'm lying n listening those songs in maximum volume!

Though It's hard to breath, I won't cry

Goodbye my lover!wishing u happy

P/S.

We'll contact after 5 years later

to see that u n me both success :)